Father,
Sometimes it’s hard not knowing what’s coming down the road. I feel as if so many things are up in the air before my surgery on Friday. It’s nothing I can control and it’s very hard for me to let it go and give it to You. I pray for certain outcomes within the next couple of days. You know my heart and my hopes. You know what my soul is crying out to You for. You know all. Lord, I just don’t seem to have the words within me tonight to express what I feel, but I take comfort in that the Holy Spirit is interceding on my behalf and You hear me.
It’s hard sitting here tonight when I can’t do anything until tomorrow, but You have given me comfort. I worried and fretted Lord, only thinking of what I wanted the outcome to be and I’m sorry. I wanted to put my desires over Yours and I wasn’t trusting You. Thank you though that in amongst my selfishness You have given me parents to comfort me and talk wisdom into me. Most of all, You have given me peace before and right now as I sit here writing my prayer. I do not feel fear, anxiety, nerves, or fretting because I can’t control the situation. Thank you. Thank you for loving me so much. Thank you for always reaching to me even when I decide I want to take the driver’s seat. Thank you for Your grace.
Father, no matter the outcome I will praise You because Your will is being done. Help me to rely on that at all times no matter what situation comes my way. Thy will be done.
I’m still praying for ultimate healing for my whole body — from the tip of my toes to the top of my head. I pray especially for my knee right now. Lord, You are the Healer. I know you can heal me at any time, even right now! I pray for the miraculous healing, but Lord if that is not mean to be, Your will be done.
In the precious, just, and holy name of my Lord Jesus Christ,
Amen.
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Keeping the perspective,
Lauren
You. Are. Beautiful. 
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